We grow through our experiences and yes, our suffering. My drive and passion for healing the planet and healing the collective comes from my own experience of healing my body and mind through plant medicine and reconnecting my Spirit with the medicine of Nature and the Divine.
Like many sisters and brothers, I experienced abuse in my early life from a boyfriend. I kept it a secret from family for over 15 years. But in my early 20’s, I shared my story with my doctors, who diagnosed with a “mental illness”. I was medicated by my doctors with an insane amount of pharmaceuticals that literally destroyed my body and rewired my brain. I suffered from the physical side affects of the drugs for over ten years while I was under my doctors care. In their attempt to “heal” me with medications, they sent me deeper into a living hell. (I’m not putting all doctors in a box here, just sharing my personal experience.)
I suffered not only with deep depression, suicidal battles, eating disorders, paralyzing anxieties that kept me from leaving my house for long periods of time or even leaving my bed, but also with exhausting physical pain… I had nausea, vomiting, headaches, physical pain, anxiety attacks… It was a living hell.
I share more of my story on my blog, but eventually I had a “God moment” and I threw out all my pills and God~Goddess and I made a pact. That day began my healing journey. I always wanted to heal so I promised to stay on the planet if my guides would lead the way and when I got better I would use my life to help others however I was led to use my gifts.